And with that, I know who has seen me put my struggle on display, which is when the jokes from those people stab the deepest. I can see who I have reached, even if just for a moments glance. After I post my story, will I get puppy dog looks from my friends? Will my boyfriend text me asking how I am doing? Or vice versa, will people pretend as if I had never said anything? Through it all, though, I can see who has viewed my stories. But with this openness comes tremendous vulnerability.
